Saturday, August 13, 2011
Connections Between Theorists
They all believe in a child centered approach to teaching.
Education must be both active and interactive.
Community is an important component of a child’s education. The classroom community, school community, neighborhood, family, etc.
They all believe that children need to be appropriately challenged.
It is important to know the children well, plan well, be organized and build on past learning and experiences.
Observation is key to understanding.
Saturday, August 6, 2011
White Privilege 7/27 assign.
Please write one statement you can "agree" with and why.
One statement you would "argue" with and why and
One statement that spurs you to "action" in some way.
This article focuses on white privilege. The advantages of being white- some that are commonly thought of, most of which are not. Peggy McIntosh compares white privilege with male privilege. This quote sums up some of what the article focuses on, “As a white person I had been taught about racism as something that puts others at a disadvantage, but had been taught not to see one of its corollary aspects, white privilege, which puts me at an advantage.”
“My schooling gave me no training in seeing myself as an oppressor, as an unfairly advantaged person, or as a participant in a damaged culture. I was taught to see myself as an individual whose moral state depended on her individual moral will. My schooling followed the pattern my colleague Elizabeth Minnich has pointed out: whites are taught to think of their lives as morally neutral, normative and average, and also ideal, so that when we work to benefit others, this is seen as work that will allow “them” to be more like “us.”
In my elementary school in Salem, Oregon there were no African American students, but there were some Hispanic students. However, my school was predominantly white. We learned about treating all people with love and respect regardless of our physical differences. But, children with disabilities were not present, nor were there many children who were not white and born in the United States. We learned about our past- about slavery, Civil War, civil rights movement, etc. etc. But we learned about it as if this was the past, and I was under the assumption for some time that an era of unfair treatment toward people based on the color of their skin was largely over. I sometimes thought about, and was upset by, a few of the 26 statements listed by Peggy McIntosh regarding white privilege, but there were many that I did not know about and did not acknowledge. I admit that during President Obama’s bid for presidency I was shocked at the amount of blatant racism that I saw and heard. And even now I am often surprised that there is so much racism. I often feel that it has taken a new form, instead of blatant racism, which is frowned upon, there is this underlying and more quiet racism. It may not be spoken aloud but it is prevalent nonetheless. This article brings up many of the privileges that I encounter and often do not think about.
There is not much in this article that I would disagree with. I do, however, find the following statement difficult to grapple with, “I did not see myself as a racist because I was taught to recognize racism only in individual acts of meanness by members of my group, never in invisible systems conferring unsought racial dominance on my group from birth.” I agree with this sentiment, and can relate to it. However, I do wonder if you are taught about these issues from an early age and you strive to bring about change by giving up your power then are you still a racist? And, how can we use the label of racist for some people regardless of the work that they are doing to bring about change, while simultaneously using this label for those who are “truly racist?”
The first statement (the one that I agree with) is also the one that most spurs me to action. I want children to see the repercussions of a racist culture, and not the type of racism that is largely seen as no longer pervasive within our society. But to look critically at systemic oppression. To see a series of factors which put those who are identified as white at a profound advantage to those who are not.
Friday, August 5, 2011
Baraka School- Assign 7/29
The sparsely furnished “apartments,” the nature, the small class sizes, the positive adult attention and interactions, the lack of technology, violence, drugs, weapons and anger, are all in stark contrast to the reality of their home life. When, after one year in Kenya, the boys are sent home for summer vacation, I was again struck by the contrast. Violence, drugs, police, ambulances, gangs, concrete. Now these boys have seen and experienced a vastly different way of life. They have within them a piece of their Kenyan experience that will always remain. Then the unexpected twist comes, the boys are unable to return to Kenya, to the Baraka School, and must be re-enrolled in the Baltimore Public School system where 76% of African American boys will not graduate from high school. The parents and/or extended family are justifiably angry, scared; And determined for their boys to beat the odds which seem so stacked against them.
I was struck by Bill Cosby’s commentary at the end of the movie. He made the argument that it wasn’t about going to Africa, that wasn’t what helped these boys to beat the odds. The boys needed a “body on them,” they needed to know that there were adults in their life that cared about them and would push them to do their best. Bill Cosby mentioned the tent scene where the boys were forced to talk out their issues. He said that one thing missing in Baltimore is people just “enjoying the spirit of each other.” He compares the current school system which is failing our youth, particularly African American males, to a sidewalk where the cracks are purposely being widened so that the youth will fall through these cracks. Bill Cosby related to these youth because he could see himself as a child in them. He was a child who “needed to be watched” and to “not get away with anything.” He had a “body on him” and feels that this is an important part of what helped him to become successful.
I agree with Bill Cosby on the majority of what he said in his post video commentary. However, I would argue that traveling to, and living in Kenya for a year did provide these boys with a rich experience that helped to change their lives in positive ways. When people are able to travel and experience a different culture and way of life their minds will be opened and their lives transformed. The contrast between the two locations, rural Kenya and Baltimore, Maryland, was astonishing and I believe this helped the boys to grow in positive ways. I would agree with Bill Cosby’s statement that what these boys really needed was “a body on them.” At Baraka School the boys had adults helping them to be successful, there were small class sizes and individualized attention for each student. In Baltimore, there is a lot that is missing, particularly in regards to the education of our youth. One important thing that is missing is individuals who really care about, and have high aspirations for, all children. “Good teachers care whether students learn. They challenge all students, even those who are less capable, and then help them to meet the challenge (Delpit).” Of course this is not limited to Baltimore, it encompasses many inner city school districts. “We can not pretend that we do not know what is going on. We must get up and save children.”
Thursday, August 4, 2011
My Place
Home away from home
I truly feel it is not what you surround yourself with, or where you are, it is the people you choose to spend your time with that offer the strongest feeling of belonging.
Silver Creek Falls/Honeyman State Park
The Cove at Milk Creek
The Cove isn't just powerful for me - the 6th grade students lived it as well... it was a place of reflection for them too. Like Miriam said - have your students pick a place that they can 'own' a place that becomes theirs, where they can check in, take care of, and connect to. While I haven't been to the Cove in awhile (the site is shutting down) I will never forget how it changed the way I connected with nature.
Milk Creek at the Cove: "Go with the flow, like a twig on the shoulders of a mighty stream."
Hamilton Mountain
Icebreaker - Thankfulness
Our opening activity was on the theme of appreciation and sharing what each of us is thankful for in our lives. We began with a moment of silence followed by a guided, brief sensory check in: with our eyes closed taking a deep breath, noticing the earth under us, what we can feel with our skin, what we could hear (noticing near sounds and far sounds), taking short breaths using our nose to bring our awareness to scents and then tastes, and finally opening our eyes and practicing wide-angle vision.
We handed out pieces of paper with raffia ties, and asked everyone to take a few moments to think of what they feel thankful for in their lives. It could be one thing or many, just today or in general. We let the group know that we'd be sharing our writings later. We gave everyone a few minutes to write, and then called the circle back together and asked people to read their writings aloud when they were ready. When the sharing was completed, we explained what the ties were so we could tie our papers on the branches of a tree. Each person hung their paper up and we took a picture of the tree with all the appreciations decorating its branches.
This activity works to build community among a group. As Elisabeth noted her prior experience with working with a group of children, it was harder to think of what to be thankful for, and expose vulnerability in a group setting at the beginning. This activity works differently depending on the time, is the group just getting to know each other, or have they developed relationships? Is this activity done at the beginning of class or at the end of class? It adds an element of spirituality and opens each participant up to each other, ultimately creating a positive state of mind.
As our cohort discussed, there are other elements you can add to this activity. This is a good exercise for children to practice reflective thinking, as at first they may think of a toy, to my Mom drove me to my friend’s house, to my Mom’s unconditional love. Other suggestions included everyone adding things that they are thankful for in a book and having the book open at all times so that students can add as they come up with new things that they are thankful for.
North Fork of the Santiam River
Porch life for life.
Monterey and Big Sur
Big Sur which was just a short jaunt down the highway in my head was where Peter Pan and his lost boys lived. Redwoods, Canyons and the most beautiful white sand beaches with turquoise water and kelp forest peeking above the surface. I used to also think there was magic in the ocean because it sparkled. I still think there is. I usually return every year to sit on the beach and breathe. I could spend hours watching the surf and never say a word. For me this is my childhood and innocence.
Three places I always want to be
Brandywine Park
The many places of me :)
When thinking of where I feel at home the first thought that comes to mind is Oregon. I remember once showing my cousin and her husband (who were from Montana) Lake Oswego and pointing out how green the trees were and how gorgeous it was. Aaron (the husband) made a comment that it was depressing he couldn’t see the sky as well because all the trees were in the way. He was missing the open sky of Montana. When I had visited Montana previously, I thought it was beautiful but I was missing all the green of Oregon. It is interesting to see where people feel most comfortable and what they’re used to. I look at big trees as a connection to my childhood. I think of climbing them, reading a book below them, and even hiding behind them for a rousing game of hind and go seek. I know this is pretty broad place to feel I belong but I love Oregon and I admire all the places in it… but I know you’re dying to know some specifics so here are a few:
I love my grandparents cabin in bend where I would snow mobile in the winter and go swimming and jet skiing in the summer. It was the place where my family and I would get out a big project (when I was little it was coloring pictures out of coloring books and trying to cover the whole fridge before the visit was over and when I was older it was making necklaces with my mom out of the beads we bought in Sunriver). It was the best vacation place ever because it was all about bonding with those around you.
Another place I love is the walk to Autzen stadium in Eugene. It is such a gorgeous pathway and really made me appreciate my surroundings. My boyfriend and I used to take walks down that path and would talk about life.
Finally, I love my parent’s neighborhood because it brings back all the memories of my childhood. We would play kickball in the cul-de-sac, ball tag when it would get dark (I thank my neighbors now for being so understanding with kids running and jumping fences into their yards), have lemonade stands to be able to raise enough money to walk up to the nearest drug store to get a candy bar, it was the place where I had my first kiss at eight (peck), and where we would have snow ball fights and my brother would protect me from getting hit.
All these experiences have shaped me as a person and where I feel at home goes beyond these places because everywhere I have a memory has a little piece of me there. Thank you for the experience of this class and the opportunity to really learn from one another.
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
grounded in two places
The old barn in Chagrin Falls, Ohio
This was a mysterious place even though it was just a few feet away. The back of the barn had once been larger but this part now was in ruins. It was in the woods. There were two pileated woodpeckers back there, and giant white puffball mushrooms the size of soccer balls. Our neighbor, Grandma Nancy, would sometimes come and pick the puffballs and slice them up into slabs and fry them, but I don't think my parents even knew about them. Down in the ravine behind the barn was a little old bridge wide enough for a horse cart and the remains of an old road, its original destination lost, obscured by trees and brush. Under the bridge were natural deposits of thick, gray clay, good for making mudpies and little pots. I lost a rubber boot in there once, got sucked down into the clay. Once, my dad and Nancy's husband Ernie cut down a big tree back there behind the barn, and one of the great log slices got away from Ernie and went rolling down the hill, narrowly missing my dad. It seemed like it was place forbidden to the grown-ups.
Later on, when I was older, about 12, it was my chore to feed the horses every night by myself. My best friend and I would have sleepovers in the barn. On summer days we would ride the horses bareback down through the woods to the river. We would swim the horses in the river and eat a picnic lunch, out all day, crossing roads and exploring for miles. This was back before cell phones so our parents had no idea where we were, but we knew the countryside. On the way back, we might stop and pick wild grapes from the vine that grew on an old dead tree in the pasture, which was best reached from horseback. They had an amazing flavor but were also very sour so I would eat one and then spit it out. My parents moved when I was in college. I went back there a few years ago to visit, but it made me sad, as of course it was not the same. The barn was empty, with dead leaves blowing in the aisle. A barn without animals is not fulfilling its purpose. Fortunately my memories of it are strong.
Place
The serenity of the beach
My place is definitely the beach. Waves crashing, sand in my toes, sometimes sunny, usually rainy, often windy, somehow peaceful ... always. For as long as I can remember I’ve been spending time at the beach. When I was a child, I went to the Atlantic Ocean beaches as I lived in Maryland and we spent our summers in South Carolina (my dad was an ornithologist for the government and spent his summers studying the brown pelican in South Carolina). I remember wading out into the warm water in my dad’s arms, spending hours bobbing in the waves. When we moved to Oregon I was surprised by the drastic change in water temperature, so my love for the beach transferred from playing in the waves to watching them. The rush of water blocks out all distraction and noise, the smell is incredibly refreshing, the taste of salt is on my lips after a walk on the shore, and I realize I am in my own world. Everything seems better, easier at the beach. The towns seem smaller, the agenda is simpler, the options are fewer, and life just takes on a slower, more relaxed pace when I am there. If only there was a way to bottle that serenity ...
Laurelhurst Loop
Assignment 8/3
POWER! Ka-POW!
POWER. So many thoughts race to mind when I think of that word. In the movie Boys Of Baraka I saw power and power struggles in so many different places. I saw power in Richard when he was speaking about how he is strong (in the beginning of the movie) and how he is not going to let growing up in the projects be the deciding factor of his life. I saw power in the Baraka program itself, first, how the school creates an environment for the boys to empower themselves, but also how they have the power to drastically change the boys’ lives. The statement Richard and Romesh’s mother makes, “don’t make one a king and the other a killer,” is a statement that will stick with me for the rest of my life. I see the connection to power within the theories as well. As Piaget encourages students to construct their own knowledge he transfers the power from the teacher (in the direct teaching model) to the student by validating their own knowledge and how they interpret the world. I also see a connection to the white privilege article by Peggy McIntosh. The power to be a citizen of this country and feel like I belong and that I am not being “watched” is something I haven’t really thought about too much before. I haven’t thought about it because I have the POWER not to, because I am part of the dominate culture. Power is everywhere and weaves itself into all aspects of our lives, being able to recognize that it is there, however, is another story.
An eye opening community
Resilience
I am feeling the need to be resilient these days. Merriam-Webster dictionary states resilience as:
a : capable of withstanding shock without permanent deformation or rupture
b : tending to recover from or adjust easily to misfortune or change
Child Development and the other classes at Lewis and Clark are preparing me to be a superb teacher. There are so many forces in education that are working against teachers; budget cuts, less resources, less support, more English language learners in the classroom, diverse cultures and increased number of students in the classroom, and we could go on. As a teacher, I will have to be resilient for my students. It is so important to have a voice against the status quo, in a positive way, for the benefit of all my students. A person need to be resilient against all odds, to engage students to learn through their adversity, heartbreak, diverse relationships and problems in their communities. Life is not always easy. In order to teach students who are facing adversity, I think it is important to buck the traditional teaching methods of rote learning and focus on the theorists methods of learning. Teaching students through what interests them and not following a book or a standardized test. Instead, teachers must reach all their students, gifted, at risk and everyone in between, dismissing rote learning which leaves many students behind.
The constructivist teaching methods dismiss teaching to the standardized test and memorization as the way to learn. What is important, is educating students to be critical thinkers, where they can make informed decisions and take into consideration both sides of the issue. Teaching is about empowering the student to think critically, voice their opinions, to fight against the inequities in the system and stand up for their community. Education is about hope, promise, community, pride, power, and heartache all put together to empower critical thinkers.
Resiliency is a necessity in life, in teaching, in learning and in never giving up when fighting for one’s life.
I am feeling the need to be resilient these days. Merriam-Webster dictionary states resilence as:
a : capable of withstanding shock without permanent deformation or rupture
b : tending to recover from or adjust easily to misfortune or change
Child Development and the other classes at Lewis and Clark are preparing me to be a superb teacher. There are so many forces in education that are working against teachers; budget cuts, less resources, less support, more English language learners in the classroom, cultures and increased number of students in the classroom, and I could go on. As a teacher, I will have to be resilient for my students. It is so important to have a voice against the status quo, in a positive way, for the benefit of all my students. A person need to be resilient against all odds, to engage students to learn through their adversity, heartbreak, diverse relationships and problems in their communities. Life is not always easy. In order to teach students who are facing adversity, I think it is important to buck the traditional teaching methods of rote learning and focus on the theorists methods of learning. Teaching students through what interests them and not following a book. It is a must that teachers reach all their students, gifted, at risk and everyone in between and rote learning leaves many students behind.
The constructivist teaching methods dismiss teaching to the standardized test and memorization as the best way to learn. What is important is educating students to be critical thinkers, where they can make informed decisions and take into consideration both sides of the issue. Teaching is about empowering the student to think critically, voice their opinions, to fight against the inequities in the system and stand up for their community. Education is about hope, promise, community, pride, power, and heartache all put together to empower critical thinkers.
Resiliency is a necessity in life, in teaching, in learning and in never giving up when fighting for what is right in one’s life.
Connections
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Hope
The boys' families also had hope for them. When the school was about to shut down the family stood up for their education. They wanted action to be taken so that they could go through this program or something similar. They knew that this program was a way for them to get an education and succeed. When they realized their boys wouldn't have this opportunity anymore I think many of them felt heartbreak. This makes me think of the power that the school had over the boys' education. The school was like a gatekeeper. The school in Baraka was an opportunity for these kids to succeed in school and get away from the violence and negative behaviors going on in their neighborhoods. When the school closed down they had no other option but to go back to public school. These boys had many struggles and challenges they faced while going to pubic school. It makes me think about the privilege that some children have over others. Some children don't have to worry about the violence or certain behaivors going on in their school or neighborhood, while others struggle with it on a day-to-day basis. This film made me more aware of that privilege and the challenges that some students have to go through.
Salvation
Salvation is a powerful word to have in mind while watching Boys of Baraka. According to dictionary.com, one of the definitions of salvation is “a source, cause, or means of being saved or protected from harm, risk, etc.” These boys and their families were looking for salvation. They wanted something, anything, to get those boys through high school and out of the projects. Education was the way to a better life and the odds were stacked against them if something or someone didn’t come along to help them. At the thought of having only one of her songs attend Baraka, Romesh and Richard’s mom said “Don’t make one a king and the other a killer.” Those are strong words and she was obviously putting all of her hope in education as being the key to her boys’ success.
I can’t help but think back on our readings in Delpit and McIntosh, our classroom discussions, and the workshop that Katie and her group led us in. How far behind the starting line would these boys already be at such a young age?! It’s interesting that someone started this great school with fantastic intensions, but why was it in Africa? Why not somewhere far removed in the States? Why was the project abandoned instead of moved when the students were unable to return? I’m sure there was more too it, but some of the parents asked the latter question as well. Our boys’ salvation is leaving them high and dry after only one year. They saw that both years were needed to make a change in their boys. But was it? Look at the change we saw in just one year! Romesh, or maybe Richard, said when he found out that he would not be returning that “It changed part of our lives” and his brother said “I think all our lives are going to be bad now.” I think that statement tore at all of our hearts to hear that these boys had seen hope for their futures, and now they were starting to lose sight of that hope. They were letting it slip away and had not figured out that they could take charge of their futures. They did not have to leave it up to their current surroundings.
I was thinking about Erikson’s stages in connection with these boys. Our book didn’t go in to later stages, but the website I’m looking at (learningplaceonline.com) sums up the school age (6-12) and adolescence (12-18) stages well. The school age is “a very social stage of development and if we experience unresolved feelings of inadequacy and inferiority among our peers, we can have serious problems in terms of competence and self-esteem.” How could these boys not feel inadequate or inferior when they are told that only 25% of them are going to graduate high school! In the Adolescent stage, “development depends primarily upon what we do” (as opposed to what is done to us). These boys are trying to figure out where they belong in the world. Most of them know they want out of their current situation, but are trying to figure out how to get there.
(sorry for the long post!)
Promise
Community and Chance
Thinking back about the Boys of Baraka, I feel the community, in the largest sense, that they lived in demonstrates how restraining codes of power can be. It seemed the boy’s community more often restrained them than moved them to break the codes of power they were born into. The school that was available to them was so detrimental that the parents believed the only outcome would be that their child would be in jail. All but one parent did not have enough income to move to another community to gain a better education. The boys themselves seemed to be outcasts when compared to all of the other children who lived in the community, as Richard stayed indoors during the summer with no friends. Every support system that existed in the community reproduced the socio-economical struggle that every member in the community felt. It wasn’t until the boys left their own community that they started to feel empowered. It was chance that the boys had the opportunity to go to the Baraka school. It was chance that Richard, who appeared so promising at the beginning of the movie, was left feeling hopeless and chance that the others were more successful.
Theory is insightful; however, putting theory to practice can seem daunting. Deplit argues that “students must be taught the codes needed to participate fully in the mainstream of American life.” (p.45) I feel this movie illustrates this wonderfully, as all the boys can see from their community is failure. However, relating this back to our conversation about race, I would argue that all children, regardless of their background need to understand that different codes of power exist. Change cannot happen only from one side, but from all sides.
Pride
As we’ve read about in Delpit and other sources, people of color often have to balance utilizing codes of power with the negativity that comes from “acting white.” Delpit emphasizes the importance of teaching codes of power as well as affirming cultural/racial identities. In addition to taking pride in academic achievement, students must also be encouraged and allowed to take pride in their cultural/racial identity. The Baraka School presented a rather unique and inspiring way to nurture both of these types of pride in the boys. Imagine if the school had been in the English countryside, isolated and rustic, with the same staff and program of study. Perhaps the boys could still have felt pride in academic achievements, but what message would that have sent to the boys about who you have to be or where you have to be from in order to be smart and successful. Society and media constantly present us with images of intellect that are white so to be able to connect academics to Africa was vital to producing the pride these boys had in themselves. We can see these ideas echoed throughout Delpit and Rethinking Early Childhood Education.
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U: Through the reading and film Boys of Baraka, I feel like it clearly showed hope for students to learn despite their socio-economic status and that community withing the classroom is very important. I also feel like it is extremely important to get to know each and every one of my students and their families to better serve them and to create a cohesive community.
O: While working at a Saturday non-profit called "Project Easy," I worked with about 7 "at-risk" students. What I noticed was that as soon as I let my guard down and let them get to know me and engaged with them during their recess breaks, they began to respond to my lessons and got excited about learning. I felt a good connection and they trusted me. I had to take down my wall of power in order to get them excited about learning.
T: The treasure right now that I will take with me is the power of exposure. While doing the "I come from.." exercise I completely lost it, and when I looked around the room no one was staring or judging. I felt a safe connection, which was a valuable lesson, sometimes we need to let down our guards to let people in.
E: I feel that I would like to build my own classroom into a community, while still recognizing each student as an individual.